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Agony
3/19/06, 4:49pm
I am euphoric over our successful meeting with Crystal, our potential birthmother. It’s the sensation of new love, and the expression “walking on air” is apt. We’re going to have a baby!!

Beginning the next day, I check for messages every hour. Two days pass, three, stretching into four…

Now I can’t think at work. I replay our meeting over and over again trying to find out where it went wrong, to determine what made Crystal change her mind. She said she’d call. I get anxious and cranky, then depressed. Hubby tries to calm me down. “We really don’t know anything yet,” he says.

Should I call her? Is it appropriate? Pushy? Desperate?

I break down and call, leaving a message.

She calls back shortly saying, “I’m glad you called – I had written down the wrong number for you!”

We’re back on track. But I realize this could be quite a roller coaster ride.

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Re: Agony
3/19/06, 9:06pm
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I can only imagine what you must have been feeling and thinking. Sheesh! I probably would have been peeing in my pants with anxiousness and worry! Good thing you called her. Things work out in the wierdest way, huh?

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